It has been more than two years. I still remember when we first met. You sit down on the couch, kept silent. your glance showed the emptiness. I just ignored what you felt. Straight forward myself to say hello to you. And you replied to me with a short answer. Keeping your sight straight. With a naif smile, I broke the ice air that you had built.
The time has gone. there was the time when we laugh together. We talked too much until we didn't realize about the dawn had come. When you cried a lot, I just sit beside you with no word. Just to calm you, I didn't need a word or a hug.
You always say that I am not an ordinary girl that need many excuses to solve the problem. I look like a guy that doesn't need a lot of explanation about something. having a few expressions and cold. I have a lot of building in my heart that only a few persons can see it. Those are your thought about me. And I can say that you are right. You are a few people that concern about that. Many people just know me as limited that I show them.
But now... We are apart by the island. You are far away from your daily life in another world. I do too. I miss every moment we had. I always blame myself for why I could not express my feeling. But I didn't regret it. Because it is just our friendship to go on. Just know that you are healthy, making a lot of friends, having a stable job, and have a lot of friends make me relief. I am grateful that Allah SWT sent you to make a beautiful memory in my life.
I hope you'll be successful in your life, reach your goal, and live happily.
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